Okay so I went from looking for a job, to getting a job, to almost losing the job, to hating the job, and now back to almost losing the job. I feel like those last two are going to circle around for some time.
In all seriousness though, this is extremely stressful for me and every aspect of my life, so if it’s not too much trouble, send some love whenever you can. I’ve got terrible working conditions and an outrageously high sales target that I have failed twice now (3 strikes and you’re out) despite being given no training or knowledge of the products. I’m disappointing everyone around me at the expense of the people who do genuinely care for me, and I could really use a virtual hug right now.
Going for a job interview today. Wish me luck! Or don’t. I’m not gonna tell you what to do.
I don’t know what to do with this blog any more. I’ve never got any motivation to draw and when I do, I’m never happy with the result. I have hardly any followers but yet I still feel like I’m letting everyone down. I’m not actually good at either cosplaying or drawing, and so it hardly seems worthwhile having a blog for both those things. Maybe I’m just having a bad night, I don’t know. I just hope someone actually reads this.